Friday, February 7, 2014

FUCK YOU, ADDY!!!!!!

I have HAD IT UP TO FUCKING HERE, from someone who I thought was a friend, and so I've come to the conclusion the only thing I can do is block him.

FUCK YOU, ADDY!!!

Now, to be clear, I don't take blocking people to this extent lightly.  I've only ever done so once before, and while I felt justified at the time, I've come to regret it.  But this time, I really feel I have no other option.

You see, Addy is one of these people that spends way too much of his time focusing on race issues in this country, and how race issues are unfair to the white man, who is being kept down apparently.  He's one of these people that is outraged at how the media covers white on black crime differently from black on white crime.  And just loves to spend hours of his time discussing and debating these issue.

I myself, just want to live my life.

I think any violent crime is awful, no matter who is doing it to who.  I think that there are probably many areas in which the media is biased in what and how they cover the news, but that doesn't change my opinion of stories I read.  Just because I was outraged at a news story about white on black violence, doesn't mean that black on white violence doesn't outrage me.

I have spent probably over a year now dealing with Addy being a fucking prick to me, constantly trolling me or baiting me, trying to accuse me of being something I'm not.  I'm not a racist.  I'm not a reverse racist.  I'm not a hypocrit.  Yet, because Addy felt differently about one news story than I do, it's like he's put his whole existence on proving me a racist hypocrit.  Generally, this is not considered an effective way of making friends and influencing people. 

Time and time again I have asked him nicely, and not so nicely, to fucking drop the topic.  We have gotten to a point where I've clearly explained my position and opinions on things to him multiple times.  I've said all I can say on the topics, and am just repeating myself to him over and over again.  And yet, he won't fucking drop it.  He always finds a new way to basically bring up the same thing.  I keep telling him, I do not wish to discuss racial issues with him anymore.  And yet, he won't FUCKING DROP IT!

And so, I've had it!  I cannot be friends with someone who will not drop a topic that I do not wish to discuss.  I cannot be friends with someone who's mission in life is to prove me to be a hypocrit or a racist.  I cannot be friends with someone who basically goes out of his way to piss me off. 

Is this how most friends treat their friends?  Is this something I don't understand about friendship?

It's sad, because Addy can be a decent person.  He is someone that in many ways I can relate to.  And when we're not discussing certain topics, he's someone I genuinely like, and get.

But, he has made it fucking impossible.  And I've absolutely had it this time.  He's made it clear to me, several times now, he is incapable of being a friend.

So long, Addy.

And to Gabe, I'm sorry....he's your problem now.

And to Mars, I'm sorry I gave him your aim name.....if you keep blocking him and don't respond, he may eventually get the hint. 

No comments:

Post a Comment